I live and work in the Old Dominion – Virginia, not far from the nation’s capital, but just far enough. One of our distinguished poets, is Henry Taylor who won a Pulitzer Prize for Poetry in 1986 for his book The Flying Change which includes the poem, The Horseshow at Midnight. If you are acquainted with the equestrian sport of dressage, it will mean more, but even if you are not – it is a fine sample by one of Virginia’s poet laureates.
THE
HORSE SHOW AT MIDNIGHT
by
Henry Taylor
I
The Rider
Now,
the showground is quiet,
The
spectators all have departed.
Along
the walls of the arena
The
jumps are lying, collapsed
The
moon shines down on the grandstand
As I
walk out across the ring
Alone,
watching for what may not be here.
I
take my place as a judge
In
the center of the ring, waiting.
Asleep
in their stables, the horses
Awaken
to my thought-out call
And
rise from the straw and walk
To
the ring, silently and formally.
One
after another they march
Around
the ring, proudly, like men.
I
stand on my toes and speak softly –
They
all start to gallop at once
Noiselessly,
weightlessly,
Their
hoofs beating only within me.
Around
the ring, faster and faster,
Their
manes like flame in the moonlight,
They
gallop in single file,
Halt
as I think the command,
Then
walk out of the ring
Into
darkness, proudly and softly.
One
horse only stays with me
Straining
to hear a command
That
I am unable to utter.
On a
sign from someone unseen
The
jumps rise up into place
By
themselves, hugely and suddenly
The
horse kneels down on the grass
And
rises up with a rider
As I
watch from my place as a judge
My
heart and my bones leave my body
And
are heart and bones of this rider.
As
the horse flies over the fences
The
horseman whose heart is the judge's
Makes
no movement or sound,
But
the horse knows what he must do
And
he takes the fences one by one
Not
touching the poles or the ground.
At
the end of the course he halts
And
the fences retreat to the ringside,
Then
my horse and his rider are gone.
Alone
in the grandstand's shadow
I
call to him time after time
But
only my bones fill my body.
The
rider and horse do not answer.
I
walk across to the gate
Looking
back once more at the ring
Watching
for sound or a movement
Left
behind by one horse that I love.
The
empty ring does not echo
And
the horse has left no hoofprints.
In
the moonlight, alone, I sink down
Kneeling
in nothing but bones
And
I call to my horse once again
But
the ring and the grandstand are quiet.
II
The Horse
In
the darkened stable I move in my sleep
And
my hoof stirs the straw and wakes me.
I rise,
breathing softly, inhaling
The
moonlight outside like perfume,
Straining
to hear the command
That
moved my hoof in the straw
In
my huge, shining shape I stand
Listening,
and I hear the calling again
Through
the locked door of my stall,
Obeying,
I march to the show ring
Beside
horses I cannot see, but feel
As
their hoofs shake the air around me
I
march to the sound of a heart
That
beats somewhere just ahead of me.
In
the ring I lead a parade
In a
circle, galloping and galloping,
And
I wait for a change in the heartbeat.
I
halt, and the others march out,
And
I sink to my knees on the grass
As a
body gets up on my back
And
the man in the ring disappears.
I
rise to my feet once again
And
look around me at fences
Which
have spring like trees from the ground.
My
shape fills the air as I fly
Over
boards, stone walls, and poles,
And
the bones on my back do not move.
Still
I move to the beat of a heart
That
brought me out of the stable.
I
stop when I clear the last fence,
And
the bones dismount, and I march
From
the ring to the sound of the heart.
Back
in my stable I lie down
Wide-eyed,
breathless and shining,
Still
hearing within me the call
That
brought me over the jumps.
This
time I cannot obey:
The
man is only partly a rider
And
the rider in him is within me.
Helpless,
grief-stricken, and alone,
He
kneels out there in the moonlight
With
only his bones for a body,
His
heart singing deeply within
A
shape that moves with new life.
I
believe in the singing and sleep.
What an intriguing story! I'm not at all familiar with Henry Taylor, but since I live in VA too now, and since this poem both puzzles and interests me, I will have to find more of his stuff and see what I think of him.
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