Life Uncommon
In the autumn, I watched. I
watched my trees, my beloved trees; maple, birch, cherry, pine and others. I
watched as they began their slow familiar transformation from vibrant green, to
yellow, red and gold. I always watch this drama with a mixture of dread and
delight. Delight for the beauty of the scene; delight for the comical way the
changeless spruce, the fragile fir, and the towering cedar mock the mightier
trees that cannot suffer the fast approaching blight. And delight for the perfect
simplicity of creation. But dread; dread for the coming chill, shortened days,
dismal nights, and relentless cold. Too long will the barren white blanket my
world. The bitter beauty of that scene holds little charm for me. But powerless
to avert nature's design, I watched. Slowly the leaves will reach their zenith
and die, slowly unless a hard rain or north wind speeds their demise.
I watched till the last leaf
had fallen. The wood seemed sparse now without its summer canopy. I spotted a curious
sight: a mature maple, with a low limb and a single brown leaf. I drew close to
examine the stubborn leaf. It was unremarkable save only in its tenacity. So, I
watched. I watched the lonely leaf. Every day, according to custom, I would
rise and look for it, expecting it to be gone. But it lingered. The cold rains
of October came and it lingered. The killing frost of November and the chilling
snow of December came and it lingered. The deep freeze of January and the
bitter breeze of February came and it lingered. The long awaited sun of March
and the lengthened days of April came and still, it lingered. Finally, the
showers of May came and turned to warmth and sunshine, and then, it was gone.
Not only fallen, but gone. In its place, I discovered a small green bud…new
life.
I had always smiled at the
foolish leaf, knowing its battle was futile; the end would surely come. In vain
it held to life only to relent in the end. It survived the elements of the
harshest season, yet it could not survive nor prevent new life. I wondered; perhaps
its quest was not life eternal, but life uncommon.
It is written in the old book
that the creator has chosen the simple things of this world to confound the
wise. For a season, he sent a simple leaf to confound me. In the end I took
comfort, for herein is wisdom. I will not live as other men. I will not bow to
convention. I will live, life uncommon.
© 2017 Joseph E. Fountain
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